story of an african son

On the side of the bed a gift slept, light  skinned Christine kind of physic A bottle of gin under the Christmas tree coz Santa is a g Feels so fine when you on my side, alive under the deam lights Defined by this time of our life, let's love tonight Get lost in our gaze,wanting each others body Christmas tunes fill the early mountain air The sun makes an appearance and you shines under the sheets Her curves defined her beauty nothing but art Her smiles ignites the holiday spirit Makes you feel a little more Merry Her reality so true she is my only escape Breakfast in bed for she deserve the best For this love I will not chance,leave or get led a stare I stole her heart and I plan to keep it On the letter to Santa I wrote down her name fifty five times For all I wanted for Christmas is her ..... I ..... More of you is a blessing to me,thinking of you ever time am alone Whatever we have is suited for us This love is for no other Unrup you with an excited heart ...

I am prince It's not a title yet more than a name I have lived and learned I have lost and found I have loved and hurt Promises have been made,lies and accusations thrown in my face But through all this states my heart wishes you to stay It's been years since I met your face That lifetime feeling you create when you sleep on my left I act like its fine everytime you say you can't be mine,its the pride that comes with I I live and build my mind to the dreams of what the future holds Feeling blind without your light,this hearts beats to your heavenly tunes  On the bedside letter,stay is the only word I can give today .... . Late night stalls, your company defines my smile  I never forget moments spents on the couch in the smoke filled room  Self medicated smiles and drunken relations  Youth on our side, we fight the feelings thinking forever is forever  Hurting inside just wishing you to stay At the dealer's shop I will proclaim my Love,In the she...

Nothing goes as planned, we are creatures of fate In a world of distress we all search for something to call perfect  In this times of fakes a real one is a commodity of great purchase  Falling in crowds of hate, looking for understanding and praise  Too young for this tears we shed for the ones we love  Standing in this light I feel like Lydia talks it right, it's nothing but another stage of life   This waves crash into our hearts, pushing us to limits we fight to escape  We try hard to maintain our humanity, struggling with the feelings of oneness  With one broken wing I will cover you with the fragments that made me  Forgetting that everything around US has crushed and burnt  I will read you the tales of Lydia, hoping it will create an angel out of you  'When life has corned you, giving you nothing as a lifeline  When the stress feels like an army of devils on a rampage campaign  When nothing feels right in your heart a...

A kiss in the morning just to show you how much I missed you A hug to feel your heart next to mine In my mind you are mine, my special gift from above In my dreams you dominate my world As you put of your glasses, pieces that became a part of you Book talk is your number one love ,smarts is you all the time Always cheering for you, being your number one fan Ready for the future, hold you down till I can't hold no more You who lights like a star, your beauty haunts even the wisest of men I wish I could sing to you, tell you the truth like an otile brown song I see you in everything, tattoo your truth on my every skin There is more to you than I can ever write in books Just know everytime you look in the mirror your number one fan cheers you on .. ....... I ... In my best friends house I met the one who was true  Black boots and the figure of a Victoria Secret model  I fell hard for her, got lost in her smile in my moments of high Wished for a hug harder than I co...

Too many hurt hearts on the dance floor Too many young soul lost to the shots Please play the blue's, music that saves the mood  As the beautiful girls twist and whine on the dance floor, making dreams come to life Parts of us live for this, the rest yearns for love and understanding Three shots into the night and now my sight is defined She stands in a tiny black dress, healthier than most and with something for a back Lucy was her name but it would remain a mystery till the morning after I pulled myself closer for the music that places calls the attention of two Her dark brown skin made her one with the scene As her friends call to end the night she grips tight for she hopes for more than a drunken affair Half past two and we ain't leaving sober Pushing me to the walk for a kiss on the lips The warmth of closeness it brings yet the sad reality of the nothingness this can be Pulling her closer just to feel her breast, the love that is hidden behind her chest For ...

What is life if am not waking up to the sight of you What is love if it's not you I give it to from you I learned how to live For you I became human again It was when you became my everything that everything made sense Now I pray above asking for days of love This loneliness lingers in the heart, making wishes of better decisions Sometimes I wonder if I will ever be fine Years now and you still haunt my dreams On your chariet you drag me behind, I smile for it's the closest our hearts will ever be I planned forever, wishing I could make it better I reached for your hand but a friend was a I could get I saw it in your eyes the last time we meet,i was nothing more than a ghost in your forgotten dream's ... . ... Show me A Star that shines brighter and I will show you the power of love  When it runs deep in your vein, when it's easier to hurt than let go Now the sun rises from the west,is it the end or the beginning of something better  I stand here knocki...

Doing nothing in the dark just staring at your back As the sun rises on your beautiful soul you lay on my left as a master piece Delicious as the craving for love and salvation You beauty is a breath of life The beat it creates in my heart sings out of my chest Running around in your birthday suit, you mystical being Light skin sensation,falling for you and I have nothing to hold Like a ghost you haunt me in an enchanting way Creating understanding in this soul that blends in a crowd of lost Us was once just a dream, not even friends was in plan I would stay here and wait hoping one day you would say hey Now my soul gets lost in your eyes The world of wonder you present everytime your flower spreads I sink in deeper as I listen to your secrets Becoming one with your strength  Going rogue on this world, making plans to never let go  I would listen to your words till the sun comes up If a picture could talk it would never be free I love how you directed like th...

Looking for the words but nothing right can be said Hoping you will understand why I am who I am This bodies never talk the truth of the soul That is why we hurt more when we don't let go They tell you to move on and forget all that was But how do you move on from what makes you whole Your last goodbye still lives in my mind The fragments it creates as it travels down my veins You we more than I could ever think That thick mind and untapped dreams Even your cry was a work of art, mozarts true symphony We turned more than heads, we were something defined .. ...... I ..... Guess it's true I might be never be good for you  As my emotions try to take control I hold on to my last hope  If it's nothing to you I hope you are happy now  I hope you will see life through  * I don't know if you still read them through  The works that were meant for you  *

           It's like pain, the beginning of life             When the ink touches your skin                Becoming more than a wish       The buzzing that drives you to the point of                   dreams        As it grinds harder on your skin             Like love you live your pain    Every tap of the niddle like an everlasting                                    embrace.   Sometimes it gets better with a hand to hold           Eyes that tell you it's only till the end        As the ink sinks deeper into my skin      I find peace in the choices of my being      I found love in the pain and sca...

Could you just stay for the night for my souls needs a sight of delight In presence of your understanding mind I know I will be fine Taking drugs with burgers and wine,being young for the rest of our lives The dreams we had, conquering the world in our own ways I stood there waiting under the street lamp, thinking back when life was easier than this From a distance I could see your white beatles As they got closer, reality of our youth became to true  We lived for the thrills of the night, in a state of ecstasy and high We loved who we were, for friendship was our grace ......... In the corner house we stay, with the scent of weed in the air  Conway tweety plays as we drift to better blues  Lay you troubles on my shoulder, put your worries in my pockets  The best gift I could give to a dear friend  In a room full of people and I decided to get lost with you  Memories that taste so bitter yet sweeter than peace  Always hiding in my mind but y...

       We have been at this for hours   You calling me names and accusing me of  playing games You throw all you can hold towards me  As you cry and crash to the earth,I try and hold you in my arms The sun dies as the moon rises, your strong spirit lies asleep In my arms monalise sleeps, in my heart I fight to never leave I prepare for when she awakes for fear of her lose is true    I have been a man, made my mistakes and lived up to foolishness In the moments I would waste away from you, my mind crashed in the mist of the deception    I can never make this right but I hope we will be fine In a desperate moment I mention a prayer to the most high   Keep her close for she is my sanity,my faith  . . I You awake with a fuss on your face  You try pull away as I say my remaining grace  My words mean nothing for betrayal blinds you  I lose the will to not hold as you push me out of the door  I knock a...

Fire burns tonight, we meet just to ignite the spark My heart's beating as my little queen undresses for we She is a sight of perfection in a world of deception Lord forgive us for being young and in love Our hearts yearn the touch of others Beautiful queen, young kasarani thing Dreaded queen, soul of a beast A mystery to me, history that can never be me God sent angel, in a choker and some anklets I live and die in the trust we built between us Stop me now before I dive in too deep . I On an drunk day I wrote you a letter, hoping that hope would reply  Inside my heart I relive all my disappointing moments  It's been 21 years, Sunday makes it 22 Above and beyond we are more than we expected  Entangled in feelings that can never unfold  Look up to the skies and wait for her decend Am not hoping for answer for they create more questions  Let her choke me with her love, embrace me with her trust and fuck me with her heart  In time we will be one, ...

From my door I stare, in her room she lives like a queen I stare and wonder For she is more than answers Like a lie I try to face her but her eyes burn out all my desires Her existence is like a lesson, you can't have your cake and eat it too       As she talks I listen When she turns I stare   She glows in the light of the morning sun Memories and melodies, she is like a beautiful high In her glasses she works magic When she tires she lays on my check      Her flower scent fills my lungs As the rain pours we cuddle longer, lost in her gaze her lips my final intent      I stare and wonder if it would be better If I hadn't tried to read between the lines      Would it be weird if I knocked at 4.30 in the morning Asking for a hug to chase this bad dreams away ? So I stand at my door staring at yours, waiting for the fire to ignite I wait patiently for it is all I have to give ...

On a lonely Friday night I close my eyes to a dark paradise, I hear his peculiar laugh and it hints the fear of deviation Will he make me laugh or cry, will I be sad or happy Will he remember that love is never enough And the road gets tough sometimes And we won't know why On a lonely Friday night She is all I want So cold not even her memories are enough The distance that grew is ripping our reality apart Every word you utter sounds so different now I wish I could call and the old you picked up the phone My dreams strain to remain My nightmares fight me on every turn This cold is killing us slow On a lonely Friday night I open my eyes to a blank space, I see your shadow run in the rainy pavements, I kiss you hard in the pouring rain, Will we stare,cold and long Will we speak knowing we are born to die, will we hold tight till we give up, And fall on our feeble feet, And let go for ever, And set a heart to forget no reason at all On a lonely Friday night ...

She's home alone feeling low on love.    Am with the trap getting high on life.               She text asking if I could pass just for a stare     into her eyes.                                                         Am rushing myself for sometimes not even words could explain the expectations    She walks to her closet for a thigh long T, a smile and a dag of dreams  Am buying a packet of cigarettes for they helps mask  the unfair world In my mind I fight the fear of never getting over my ex  In her mind my promises linger like unpaid debts  At her door i stand, knocking slow with eyes fixed on the front  She opens with a smile, black Kyley on her lips  A lady of class she stand with a glass of 1876 And a blunt on her right  She smiles, oh she smile...

She is more of a goddess than most Her perfect physic and the skin of an african queen You are masterpiece,a priceless work of art I just stare for if I touch I may destroy Her state of majesty is one for the books Her distance is one to be missed She is art in the finest She is much more than I could say My hands grow strong as my mind drifts into dream I see you now,vivid and true Standing in the presence of thousands and yet taking every stare away My dark skin queen, gem of a writers believes I float  in the sea of disbelief, refraining from asking you too much Am just a man dreaming to being a bigger man In the evening I seat and light up a sliff,pull out my phone and stare at your physic I want to know you even before we speak I want to understand what makes you unique Like a beautiful sunrise I wait patiently for you every morning As you cut through the dark that engulfs the night From a distance you look like blessed hope I feel your presence when you fin...

Drunk text at four, just letting you know am on My place in ten, as she hails for an uber Drive me fast, drive me slow, take control and never let it go Staggers twice but firm she holds In my arms she falls and with a smile she calls,"baby am home " Eyes lock for a moment for this misfit love has never been stronger I go in for a kiss but miss moon already on the move She walks with a flayer for life, unzips her dress and let's it fall She turns on the music for her mind needs clarity She lights a blunt away,turns and says, "let's do something good today before its too late " "Somewhere down the road our story will be gold But for tonight let us make every moment whole" Every word she utters fills me with love I touch her face, gently move my fingers through her long locks Pull her closer and say, " It took not looking for love to find love, everything about us makes sense,the fact that I found love where it wasn't supposed ...

Black rose girl, my diamond in the dust Preach to the masses the love in your heart We scare fast for we don't know what is to unfolds We seat and cuddle for your perfect enough for both of us This young love grows as we kiss under the stars A bottle of wine and hearts full of life As our favourite song plays in the back my mind wonders to the thought of never deserving you Black rose girl, I hope you think of all the times we shared Vows made in corner room chairs Sunset bring out the best in us, the wild card the unquenchable delight A future so unsure but life is for the moment She rans on the beach with a smile on her face,naked and free like times in the beginning I follow with my eyes, my mind designing a vivid dream A sweet memory of times yet to be Black rose girl, you in your wavey dress, you and all your beautiful art You could have chosen anybody but fate befell me You who could see my face under all the masks we made You who taste so bitter but the swee...

Early in the morning and my mind is on new The waves of the sea make the sunrise a dream come true It's just something about you that me a fool for two For you I would take no other route For you I would lose my own few For you anything I would Years now pass and memories yet to fade I had a dream they would panic but the truth had to be the truth Now I talk of no parents or family just my lover, my heavenly gift I try to be normal but my heart wouldn't answer that call In her arms I get lost,her words my lifeline     in his eyes our future shines even as society denies I dream of a day when we will be alive Free of the chains placed by our society But until then let's live on, let's get lost in time For we will have no reason to hide ......love and accept everyone as they are for our differences are what make us..........

Paint us a portrait of lovers on the run It's beauty to defy the ravages of time See how stars align now, telling us it's going to be fine Sometimes we do much for very little Struggling to climb this everest for the ant hill at the end Maybe one day they will gain sight of our vision Our painted lives and poetic stories Paint us a portrait of youth, for we are afraid of it's coming end Make us feel alive to the hour of our last breath Remind us of when we were young and alive Jumping over gates insearch of the thrill of the night Remind us of when we lived on the edge When every moment was a blessing in disguise Paint me a portrait of an angel playing a piano And I be closer to heaven than I will ever be See the pale face of a strange king,the lies of a dying breed I thought I saw the end in the morning but it was Obun in all her glory For all this years on earth, today we finally live Art........ Kate

It's been a while since we talked, hope you haven't wondered off to the world I still think about you time to time,the one that could never be kept Everynight I kissed you goodnight,looked deep into your eyes and told you this is for life But that was too much for one who wanted more than love and time Young village boy living his dreams with his beauty from the east Tall,slender thing with a tattoo on her hip She believed in his art and loved his work She was like an angel in my arms, lost in a moment of entangled souls Now I count months of loneliness, placed on the shelf for a better bet Am trying to move on but it's just impossible to let go Our future is already tainted in scars of lust and pride But we shouldn't give up on the dreams in our hearts An year passes and yet faint memories of you still haunt my dreams I see you met someone now and am happy for you It's funny how it feels now, like I was tricked into believing your the only one for me ...

I practice sanity for your reality is abnormality Like a shady deal we can never find common ground You of intense grace, creature beyond fame I tattoo you on the back of my neck like a life long promise To be the one who holds you through the stormy nights and hopeless days Pray for me sister for this world has made me a darker man I will never know if you mean everything to me I only hope you will stand with me at the edge of it all Look down my dear and let's pretend it's the end Don't play games for my shuttered heart might bleed My beautiful black and white Delight of my soul, my best and worst behavior In a world of millions only one sees me

How we try to be nice Living life like a piece of pie I create love on every turn I pray the lord for a better heart I hope you are happy now With the one who will never leave you alone Colour me purple with songs on injured souls Find those feelings at the end of a bottle Create intention in the arms of a stranger Text me the end of a perfect story Bring me back from my three day buzz My ultimate obsession, twisted in with all my demons Perfect sun sets for a perfect goodbye text My mind lost in Deja vu of you taking off the tools Let's forget the past for there more wrong turns on the way Broken heart yet not so far to a point of running out of love

First I look to the sky thinking of how the end will be losing my mind to greater memories of Obun Everything she appreciated and yet it was like she could never see me Placing my mark on the little that they haven't grabbed yet See what this life holds, days of dust and busy bars I feared I would loss you to your dreams Probably since mine were shuttering to millions of pieces Figures that I took the first move, acting as sane as I could I watched as your eyes went out,all that you held true between us faded to blues Now I sing to kodaline tunes,'love will set you free ' I seat just a step too far from heaven gate I dream of the impossible on the eve of the inevitable I pray my path will shine Alittle bright Giving light to the dark story of I and my lights skin queen Move closer to the reality of peace The serenity that comes with being with the one you love Sit by me as I watch the evening sleep Hold my hand for it might be the end of everything

It's a world lead by leaders Choices made in big halls Futures planned for the unsuspecting flock Promises made yet again of days that will never come to  display Give a little time to me and I will fix all that brings ill Promises,promises,promises..... Look around you and tell me what you see Wouldn't it be a better Kenya if they thought of you and me If they dreamt further than their custom made suits Believed in the change they could bring Promises, promises,promises...... Amani for president I say Amani is the key that will make us a great breed Amani for me,amani for you A thousand prayers to the most high Watch over us as we walk into this trying times Makes us one as a country and sheild us from this misplaced promises **** It hurts when you see a life lost  From the words of a wolf in sheep's cloth  Terrorise the peace of a beautiful land  Because you're too afraid to accept defeat as a man  When you call apon people not to work...

You left in claim of love Left us lonely and alone with our thoughts Set us apart from the few Drained all that we held true Bloodstreams run empty for weeks As the hope drained We stare at the screen hoping your name may pop up soon Standing infront of your door hoping you might sense my determination We see ourselves and wonder what it might have been We wish we could call you and talk of our problems but it's really hard when you are the main one We ease our minds with laughs and hard drugs Pretending it never hurts with tears drowning our eyes We might never wake up from this beautiful confusing But as long as we remain us, we will always be free

Hold my hand as we dance the dance of life Come closer for the distance makes my lungs wish to give out We are closer now than we ever were It takes more than guts not to text you back I loved and hated who you were The way you could reflect all that detailed me while you remained my mystery I tried to push this problem out my mind by letting go Finally deciding to be myself at a loss of you Guess it's true I will never be good for anyone Die as she walks praying she would stay I don't need to label us to know what i feel You are the only left of my shining lights 7:01 and my mind is an ocean of beautiful confusing I can never say you walked away and I can never apologize enough for it I try to start up a new life set Hoping to be a better bet I recap the litter I never forgot Stories that we made in the days under the shade This story might be over but we can always start over

I see you hurt as he says no to you I hate how much I can do nothing about it I would never ask you for the shame wouldn't bare When your not there i sing the songs we loved together I sit on the bench of life watching as it takes its toll God only knows how it hurts to be powerless to your hurts I wish it was as easy as I made it sound Keep it under lock and key, safe from the ones who would hurt you I turn wishing my stars would aline,letting me be your hero just this once I know it might take forever With nights of terror and days of unforgiving storms It might not be tomorrow but soon in the future, we will share our story I wish you could finally move on Start seeing the beauty and perfection that he will never see Remember to love yourself as I always will I hope when you awake you will be free of all that holds you to guilt I hope you will remember when you loved you