Hanging on(what is life without pain)

talk about a last minute reaction
when even the last of the hopeful are no more
when all that you hold dear washes away
do I have anymore to hang on to
i will tell my story like it was the last
of a soul lost in a world of ash

dreading all logics to hold onto a fading glance

my time here is nearly done

I have run a race that none is meant to win

place my shell in the pits of the forgotten ends

let me gain sight of a piece once loved

let me hang on to the last of my dreams

for they are the only thing they can't take away from me

Drifting in this ocean of deception, crashing into their waves of lie

Take your eyes off of me for I don't have the answers 

I gave in a long time ago, all I do now is sit and await the end 

Some call it madness for my desire of death 

But don't we live to die? 

Am sorry I broke all my promises, life just didn't turn out as we dreamed 

I still find it insane how much it hurts just thinking about you 

Sometimes I wish I never came to see you that day 

But what Is life without pain 

Let me trail and drag my body up this hardships 

As I hang on to the words that he always preached

Maybe play pretend just to keep the fire going 

Just survive another day