story of an african son

       We have been at this for hours   You calling me names and accusing me of  playing games You throw all you can hold towards me  As you cry and crash to the earth,I try and hold you in my arms The sun dies as the moon rises, your strong spirit lies asleep In my arms monalise sleeps, in my heart I fight to never leave I prepare for when she awakes for fear of her lose is true    I have been a man, made my mistakes and lived up to foolishness In the moments I would waste away from you, my mind crashed in the mist of the deception    I can never make this right but I hope we will be fine In a desperate moment I mention a prayer to the most high   Keep her close for she is my sanity,my faith  . . I You awake with a fuss on your face  You try pull away as I say my remaining grace  My words mean nothing for betrayal blinds you  I lose the will to not hold as you push me out of the door  I knock a...

Fire burns tonight, we meet just to ignite the spark My heart's beating as my little queen undresses for we She is a sight of perfection in a world of deception Lord forgive us for being young and in love Our hearts yearn the touch of others Beautiful queen, young kasarani thing Dreaded queen, soul of a beast A mystery to me, history that can never be me God sent angel, in a choker and some anklets I live and die in the trust we built between us Stop me now before I dive in too deep . I On an drunk day I wrote you a letter, hoping that hope would reply  Inside my heart I relive all my disappointing moments  It's been 21 years, Sunday makes it 22 Above and beyond we are more than we expected  Entangled in feelings that can never unfold  Look up to the skies and wait for her decend Am not hoping for answer for they create more questions  Let her choke me with her love, embrace me with her trust and fuck me with her heart  In time we will be one, ...

From my door I stare, in her room she lives like a queen I stare and wonder For she is more than answers Like a lie I try to face her but her eyes burn out all my desires Her existence is like a lesson, you can't have your cake and eat it too       As she talks I listen When she turns I stare   She glows in the light of the morning sun Memories and melodies, she is like a beautiful high In her glasses she works magic When she tires she lays on my check      Her flower scent fills my lungs As the rain pours we cuddle longer, lost in her gaze her lips my final intent      I stare and wonder if it would be better If I hadn't tried to read between the lines      Would it be weird if I knocked at 4.30 in the morning Asking for a hug to chase this bad dreams away ? So I stand at my door staring at yours, waiting for the fire to ignite I wait patiently for it is all I have to give ...

On a lonely Friday night I close my eyes to a dark paradise, I hear his peculiar laugh and it hints the fear of deviation Will he make me laugh or cry, will I be sad or happy Will he remember that love is never enough And the road gets tough sometimes And we won't know why On a lonely Friday night She is all I want So cold not even her memories are enough The distance that grew is ripping our reality apart Every word you utter sounds so different now I wish I could call and the old you picked up the phone My dreams strain to remain My nightmares fight me on every turn This cold is killing us slow On a lonely Friday night I open my eyes to a blank space, I see your shadow run in the rainy pavements, I kiss you hard in the pouring rain, Will we stare,cold and long Will we speak knowing we are born to die, will we hold tight till we give up, And fall on our feeble feet, And let go for ever, And set a heart to forget no reason at all On a lonely Friday night ...