Tonight

I'm not calling you tonight, even if I never lose this high

I hate that I can't escape your light, you shine even when I run and hide

I'm afraid you'll say goodbye and I'll be back to my old life

A life where your just a screensaver

A pretty little picture for me to savour

Someone I lo....... no it's too much to say there

I'll not call you tonight cause I heart your little voice

It finds its way deep into my blackened soul

Flexing on every switch it gets to break 

Left alone when the receiver goes cold, worse than before I even called

I'll stay alone tonight

In a big house that feels like a pit tonight 

Listen to music and pretend I'm okay tonight 

Keep myself alive for it's all I have left of me tonight 

Write something about you 

Then delete it for the hundredth time tonight 

Cause I will not call you tonight, even if i never lose this high

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