hang over Hussain

Tempting design you delight my every mind 

Perfect was all that was meant for you 

Dreams of your cold hands keep me missing 

Living with a taste I will never get again

Mentally starved to this desire

Nobody know how much you got hold

So much changed but am still the same

The want never goes away 

Spending time in your hiding place

Enjoy the high that comes with you

It's harder when she has more than your soul 

More than your whole

Wondering if it would be better

Better if we were different people 

Different beliefs, just different

Just different enough to be the same

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This days a stare is all I can give

No more holding you under the smoke

Smelling your body cologne

Wanting all under your holy clothes

No more wedding vows

No more of who we were

On a session over a sunset

Missing how you helped me escape

Missing how I was someone you........

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Funny how I miss your eyes, the way they could never lie

Funny how am still alive while still dead inside 

Funny how am miles from her smile but I see it in ever hijab dressed girl

****. Zawadionsando