story of an african son

On my second bottle and I feel brave enough to say somethings Chalse has to hold my phone cause you run my brain  Writing you letters I never send, words that die with this weekend  Beautiful little girl running a dead man world  I see you living life as you should, being something I could never hold Listening to future trying to find our future Mixing this alcohol with feelings wishing for gone seasons Suddenly realizing how gone I am Silently empty staggering to a horny build Always a block away from a booty call But texting you is all I know  Gazing hard finding word that don't show my insecure Putting this heart to work letting the hurt take charge Juja night lights show you where life lies Finding comfort in the forty minutes balcony time *******. Pinterest 

It's a situation of I'm also not a good person coz at times I've been unfair to/ with you It's a situation of sometimes I'm convinced you fuck around and the thought of it drives me insane during those episodes It's a situation of I'm in love with your friend who has a girl n who I got attached to n who I still love deep down no matter how hard i act like I don't  It's a situation of how I feel broken when my mans just died started actin like I don't exist  It's a situation of how shallow I feel as a person and how I feel like my body is a curse It's a situation of how I feel like I've done stuff for people that cost me my happiness but the universe or is it this God ..keeps giving me back crap It's a situation of I miss n love how you handled me then It's a situation of how you don't belong to me and I don't belong to you and it doesn't really matter but being "female" (me) or at least being an overly em...

Tempting design you delight my every mind  Perfect was all that was meant for you  Dreams of your cold hands keep me missing  Living with a taste I will never get again Mentally starved to this desire Nobody know how much you got hold So much changed but am still the same The want never goes away  Spending time in your hiding place Enjoy the high that comes with you It's harder when she has more than your soul  More than your whole Wondering if it would be better Better if we were different people  Different beliefs, just different Just different enough to be the same .            ======+==============+===== This days a stare is all I can give No more holding you under the smoke Smelling your body cologne Wanting all under your holy clothes No more wedding vows No more of who we were On a session over a sunset Missing how you helped me escape Missing how I was someone you........ ..........

Take charge and fuck me like I deserve all that comes Tie me up with your inners on this pillers that stand Stuff me up like a pig and don't stop till I squeal Drain me tonight, even blood if you like  Ready for your body, ride this face till you leave a trail  Am here to serve your needs Nothing less than your fuck time fling A toy for your ritual play It's nothing about me, it's all about you In her natural state she is power itself She tells me that  everything is about sex,  except for sex. Sex is about  power. .                                   = So she drives me insane and rides till she drains Dresses and leaves me tied and chained Till she'll need me again               Images : Pinterest