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I died and found something better than life

It was a light at first

But turned into something more than the rest of my life

I tried to stay in this time

But it's life, you only get the one time 

I was there with the lights

The love and the delight

I felt like an angel yet stuck in the confine of life

I tried to be

A person everyone likes

But I'm made with too much of me 

Red and black

From the outside to the in

I died and there was nothing

I sat in the darkness and smoked the last thing in my pocket

The darkness was like light

You only saw it when you really got it

I died and it's alright

I died but it's still life 

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Stop shouting

Be quiet

Be silent

...as the room finds its aura

And we wait patiently

For the play of plays

The curtains open and the crowd goes

Nowhere

We here for the story and the human

glory

Burst in excitement when they do something

Funny

But not that excited if I don't feel it in this place

They play and it's great to the end

We stand and clap to how great

A moment could be

We felt the play

Now let's go on with the one

That is everyday

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I see you at the corner of my life

Drugged by your body and eyes

You have me high

Feeling more alive

okay with the times

And in love with this life

You smile

I smile

You have me flying inside

Contemplating my own demise

Finding your perfect sides

And eating them every night

Selling your soul to a lonely

Stoner

Giving your time to a forgotten format

But baby

It's just the times

You by my side

It could end and I would miss every moment of those eyes

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Safe in my hold

All I want is you to feel safe in my hold 

Even if it's night and it's cold 

And 

They all want to hold you close 

I will have you close 

Closer than my heart and soul 

Die for your hold

I'm alive just because you're close 

Found and lost 

Here yet never really here with me 

All I want is to feel safe that you are gone

Never was good for me 

Never really liked to be held

So why hold on to the memories 

And the pain they always leave behind 

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