story of an african son

21 years of my life lived lost in an unforgiving plane with a group of wolves dressed in bloody sheep lived in hope of a better tomorrow I never meant to be me I want to start over a new reborn in the light of the few to lead by example in this mass of confusion ready to let go of my past they will never see the new me fuck that, they will never accept the new me my past will live to blind their simple mind this is a message to the new in life live it like it's your second time ➿➿➿➿➿ Am I happy now? Two years down the line still seated on the same wooden bench Looking at the same neighbor's fence With less than I had and more of nothing Forgotten by all who loved you, lost by the one meant for you Days spent in a haze ,weighing all that was worthwhile, Drugs and play numbing the pain as reality bellows , Been at the edge too many times, don't think I can make it back again It's not all bad though, in the few months that it lasted I found faith In her...

of a distant time when i meet you a lost soul in this world of uncertainty meet in the dark Streets on loniness its funny how we connected you knew me before i told you me of a distant time when we meet just like a blessing you kept on showering most thought we were playing around but a bond stronger than most held this drifting souls together of a distant time when I lost you nights of laughter turned into cold shells now I feel so alone,losing it all walking down the streets hoping you will be the one tapping my back when i look .......LEVON

talk about a last minute reaction when even the last of the hopeful are no more when all that you hold dear washes away do I have anymore to hang on to i will tell my story like it was the last of a soul lost in a world of ash dreading all logics to hold onto a fading glance my time here is nearly done I have run a race that none is meant to win place my shell in the pits of the forgotten ends let me gain sight of a piece once loved let me hang on to the last of my dreams for they are the only thing they can't take away from me Drifting in this ocean of deception, crashing into their waves of lie Take your eyes off of me for I don't have the answers  I gave in a long time ago, all I do now is sit and await the end  Some call it madness for my desire of death  But don't we live to die?  Am sorry I broke all my promises, life just didn't turn out as we dreamed  I still find it insane how much it hurts just thinking about you  Sometimes I ...