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Recovery

They all say when you love someone you should let them go But they forgot to mention the deep dark hole of loneliness that engulfs you Feeling lost and confused Abandoned on this world meant for two I try and fix this self inflicted wounds But thrice Is just one too many times It's a lonely road that I now walk alone Mending my breaking heart Wishing for a faster Recovery I sometimes wished I could see what was on your mind Maybe this outcome would have been of better design I always thought we would fly together,laying in bed counting the stars More from you was not enough for a falling man Turn to my left hoping for you but your scent is all I get Mending my breaking heart Wishing for a faster recovery My hands shake as I write my pain It has never been a call for help and never will I should have been there for you like I was supposed to And now I put on a fake smile,escaping suicidal thoughts The thought of another makes me feel like losing my mind I hope y...

Black sandy beaches

Its been like two weeks I don't know why I never get through to you When I meet you I felt something change in me Body so perfect gave me that handy Virus I don't why you don't understand how I feel about you You always leaving me in this black sandy beaches Half a bag of good decisions as my speakers shout bad influence Another tender soul taken by youth and love I try to keep mine from the devil but I haven't felt for the last three years I roll and lie to me Lost in this black sandy beaches Please don't lie to me,I do enough of that by myself You are such a distraction An undisputed dimension Golden heart and cold soul So i will do my own hoping not to return to this states Swallow my pain and drink my shame .......lEvon